Monday, March 30, 2009

Spring has Sprung!

This is one of my favorite times of the year. I love it when the days start getting a little warmer and brighter and the buds start poking their little leaves out of the cold dirt. The last few months or so have been really hard on me and my little family. I think for the most part Dan and Emma are feeling normal, but I am still feeling sad/depressed about not being pregnant anymore. I do feel better physically, but emotionally I am not 100% yet. When I noticed that our weeping cherry tree we planted last year was in bloom I had a small moment of pure happiness. Thank goodness for new beginnings and warm weather! I always feel much better when the sun is shining. I hope these good days will last and that my mood will be sunny as well!


Thursday, March 5, 2009

Grandma Ardeth's 90th Birthday in Kanab

Grandma Ardeth turned 90 this year, so Dan's family threw her a big party. I didn't go to Utah because I had a couple post-op appointments with my infertility doctor that I couldn't miss. Dan and Emma flew there without me and spent the week with his family. He said they had a great time and it was nice to have a week to myself here at home.

Grandma Ardeth (Dan's Dad's Mom)

Yummy Cupcakes!


At Grandma's house. Emma doesn't look too thrilled.

There we go....now Emma's happy.

Our sweet neice and Emma's cousin Mia passed away when she was only 14 months old from a genetic disorder call SMA. We think about her all the time and miss her so much. Emma has a little angel that hangs above her bed that is her Mia. She says that her and Mia were friends in heaven after Mia died and I was pregnant with Emma. We can't wait till we can be together again in heaven! We love and miss you Mia!!!



Our Angel Mia

The house that Nana grew up in.



Emma still fits in the basket on the front of the 4 wheeler....next time she probably be too big.

Up on top of the mountain on Nana and Papa's ranch.

Playing "Sleeping Deer".


Attacking Papa and Friday.

Dan's Fam.....Roger, KariAnn and Kathleen roastin' mellows.

Love the boots Emma!

Maddie and Devin....Maddie looks like the marshmellow is a little too big for her mouth!


One of Emma's favorite things about Nana and Papa's house is the giant bubblegum machine that Papa got from one of his friends. Who knows how old the gumballs are, but Emma doesn't care!

Emma's dream lunch! You can tell Dad has been taking care of her for the last few days!

Here is her real lunch....mater soup and cheese sandwiches....YUM!!


Typical Emma....always making faces. Love the double chin babe! She calls this her "peuce" face.



Monday, February 23, 2009

Disneyland

One of the great perks of Dan's job is the free Disneyland passes. We have really tried to take advantage of them and usually make it there about 2-3 times a year. Even though it is still a long drive and we have to pay for hotels, it really helps to not have to pay $90/day (or whatever it is up to now) for tickets. We have gone at the end of February for the last few years and it has been great. The park is only open from 10am - 8pm, but that is enough time for us. The weather is awesome and the lines are short.


We also get free stroller rentals, so even though Emma is old enough to walk we always get a stroller to haul all our junk around in. And it is nice when little legs are tired at the end of the day. The only bad thing about the disneyland strollers is that they have to stay in the park, so the walk back to the hotel at night is a struggle. She usually ends up on Dan's shoulders, she is getting so big now it is hard for me to hold her for very long.

Gotta love the Disneyland Lollipops. That thing was SO gross at the end of the day, but she wouldn't let us throw the darn thing away! We had to keep it in a plastic baggie when we were on the rides. Oh well, a little lint never killed anyone!

On the top of Goofy's Boat in Toon Town

Teacups.....I usually sit out on this one, it makes me too dizzy. Thank goodness for Dads!



What would a visit to Disneyland be without a picture with Mickey??

While we were waiting for the fireworks Emma picked a couple flowers and insisited that we wear them for the rest of the day. Thank goodness the day was almost over! I hate flowers behind my ear, I always imagine a huge spider living in one and then crawling down my neck....EWE!!



Everytime we go to disneyland Emma begs us to get her face painted. We have always said no because it is too expensive. But since all of us were still getting over the shock and sadness of losing the baby, we thought we would splurge this time. I was so glad we did, she looked amazing when it was done.

Before.......




Check out how fast this girl was!











After!!!! Doesn't she look BEAUTIFUL!! People we stopping us all day and asking where she got it done. There are several face painting booths around the park, but the one we went to has to be the best. I didn't see any other faces as pretty as this one! Too bad it only lasts a day.



Emma's view of the train ride.

Gotta love Minnie!

Woody, Jessie and Emma



Yummy Disneyland IceCream! Watch Emma when she realizes that Dan is taking a video...my how she can act!

Emma didn't want to fuss with the kiddie rides this trip. In fact, we didn't even go to fantasy land. She only wanted to do the big roller coasters which was totally fine with Dan and I. We did Space Mountain 3 times in a row! Well Dan and Emma did anyway, I couldn't handle a 3rd time. She is a coaster maniac and we are proud of it!!!


Ride #1.... Emma wasn't quite sure if she liked it. Look at Dan trying to comfort her. And me, I am oblivious to everything but the ride! Emma could have been screaming her brains out for all I knew...geez am I a bad mom or what! How could I be having such a great time when my little sweetheart was freaked out??


Ride #2....Emma wanted me to sit with her this time, it doesn't look like she is having any more fun than last time. At least she has her eyes open this time....although mine are still closed! I don't know why I close them, it is pitch black in there anyway.

Ride #3. Okay, now she looks like maybe she is having fun...at least we know Dan is! Maybe she is crying for HELP who knows!! I had to sit this round out, twice in a row is enough for my poor head.


The crash at the end of the day....my favorite part of Disneyland is the 20 second bedtime routine!






Saturday, February 14, 2009

Emma's Valentine Cookies

Frosting and decorating cookies is one of Emma's favorite things to do. I think it is the perfect mix of creativity and sugar that really makes her feel happy. The cookies were actually pretty tasty once we scraped off the pound of high fructose corn syrup piled on top. I liked the one with chocolate and Dan liked the marshmello pecan one. Emma thought they were all "the best".






Oh how I wish I was still a kid again and could find joy in such simple activities! It was fun to watch her little mind thinking about what she would put on next. We need to decorate cookies more often, not just on holidays. The problem is that not only do we like to decorate, we like to eat them too. So maybe it is a good thing that we only do it on special occasions.